Tag Archives: rejections

Sales Trainee – Is this the job that I want?

A couple of days ago, I applied for a Sales & Marketing job based here in Glasgow. I was not pretty sure whether I wanted this job or not. But, I applied for it. You know, just to see whether my CV is in the interview-winning format or just a piece of junk. Anyways, I got a call from that company on Monday 26th October. They said they wanted to have an informal chat to find out about me and give me an opportunity to find out them. So, the interview was setup on Tuesday 27th October at 1:20 PM. Since the job was all about Sales & Marketing, you need to be formal, smart and presentable; I was very formal in my attire. And, what really freaked me out is that the other interviewees were in semi-formal or casual attire! I was like George Carlin amongst the College of Cardinals!!!

So, what happened to that interview? As usual, I got DUMPED!!!  The funny part is that when the HR person called me to say that my application will not be taken forward and blah blah blah; I replied “OK thanks, I’m speaking to my aunt right now. No problems, Thanks!” and hung up. After a couple of minutes, I realized that I didn’t ask them why my application was not taken forward. But, I just shrugged and said myself “Whatever!!!”

And, how really did I perform in the interview? I think I did a reasonably good job. I talked about my background, qualifications, skills and transferable experiences that I have; which could fit me into the job. Basically, I tried to reproduce the “Job Description” with what I have to offer for the company.

I pretty much had all the trite questions of an interview. There were 2 questions which really made me excited and I kinda talked a lot about those. One was about “Living in Scotland” and the other was about my recent interest in “Blogging”. I coupled the answers and talked about my Scottish Highlands Tour post in the blog and what all I learned, stuttering and our twitter group and blah blah blah. I guess, the interviewer was quite impressed. But still; bottom line: – Nothing Happened! I was rejected!

On October, 25 2009 I received a caring and warm advice from my friend, Pam (@stutterrockstar) and my Dad  also says the same thing viz., to stay positive and focus on what I want and all those usual tit-bits and pep-talk. Basically, I am an optimistic guy and I am really overwhelmed and grateful for all those love and affection that I receive from the people whom I know. But, nothing is working!!!

I tried to make this post to be sarcastic and funny. But, my emotions are still raw and vetoed. Yet, I am optimistic without a cinch of doubt! ;) So! What am I gonna do now? Business as usual! Keep applying for the jobs & keep hoping for a break!!! Cheers!!!

:)

Scottish Graduate Fair – A new beginning or just a mundane affair!

Hey Ya!!!

Today was really an interesting day. The so-called highlight of the recruitment season, The Scottish Graduate Fair 2009 was held. I attended the fair, just like any other graduate who is desperate for a job. The majority of the fair exhibitors were the same guys from last year, whom I had met, spoken and applied to their graduate schemes. Since I knew about the companies and their graduate programs, it really didn’t excite me when they talked about their companies and opportunities for graduates. And, I found it very hard to stay motivated.

Anyways, it has been a long time since I have updated my Rejection Database. Here’s the latest list:-

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Date

Job Title

Company

64

22/9/2009

Control Systems Trainee

Partners for Endoscopy Ltd

65

23/9/2009

Graduate Electronics Engineer

Firstco

66

25/9/2009

Trainee Machine Engineer

Watkiss Automation

67

25/9/2009

Trainee Electrical Engineer

Promtek Ltd

68

27/9/2009

Graduate Data Analyst

Understanding Recruitment

69

28/9/2009

Graduate Design Engineer

Go Escape Recruitment

70

29/9/2009

Graduate Engineer

Pipe Coil Technology Ltd

71

29/9/2009

Graduate Research Assistant

Aquamarine Power

72

1/10/2009

Apprentice Engineer

Assured Mobility Ltd

73

2/10/2009

Engineer

Peek Traffic Ltd

74

5/10/2009

Production Controller

Morson International

75

5/10/2009

Trainee Project Engineer

ATA Selection

76

5/10/2009

Instrumentation Engineer

Synergi

77

5/10/2009

Electrical Engineer

Scotrenewables Ltd

78

5/10/2009

Electronic Design Engineer

Honeywell

79

7/10/2009

Electronic Design Engineer

Partech

80

7/10/2009

Sales and Support Engineer

B&S Group Ltd

81

7/10/2009

Speculative Application

FMC Technologies

82

7/10/2009

Trainee Production Engineer

FPR Tech

I just don’t have much to write. Emotionally, I am in a big mess. But, I will come back! Well, whatever crazy things happen in my life; this insane thought of hope is at least there.

:)

Fluency Hysteria

Hey Ya!

Few days ago, I read a wonderful blog post titled “Overcoming Stuttering” by my friend, Pam Mertz (@stutterrockstar). It’s a good analysis on how kids and teens could be programmed by the “I-overcame-my-stuttering” hogwash of the “media-made” famous people. And, I couldn’t disagree. It’s not only about kids & adolescence, even many adult stutterers fall prey for these kinda stuffs.

Stuttering Depiciton

See, I don’t have any vendetta against the famous people whether they are stutterers or not. I admire them for their triumphs and victories. They motivate and inspire us to achieve against insurmountable odds; which is brilliant. But when it comes to “fluent speech”, is it possible? How many of the stutterers know that “fluent speech” is really a wrong goal and there is no scientific evidence to make it possible. It’s like climbing the ladder when it is actually leaning on the wrong wall. On the other hand, when fluent speech is the norm, the minds of stutterers undergo lots of pain and agony in regards with their speech. They automatically start to buy in to these kinds of false-hopes of fluent speech. And, it’s understandable.

How much ever I criticize the “fluent speech” notion, there is a part in me which yearns for the same. I enjoyed a great childhood and teenage, good education, great parents and siblings, wonderful family etc. Now, when all my carefree years are over and I hit the job market, it’s pretty daunting and I feel the pain. Apart from my qualifications, skills and experiences I understand that my stutter plays a pivotal role in the interview process. And at this time, I feel the pain about my speech impediment and think “Could this be the reason for my rejections?”

In spite all the negativity and put-downs, my stuttering actually made me an optimistic and a happy dude. I equate stuttering to the idea of “fate”. We all do that. When we achieve something, we say “I did it”. And, when we screw up, we say “Sometimes, Life Sucks!!!” and move on. Similarly, when we start to accept ourselves how we are and move forward. We get a life of abundance were we barely notice we stutter. (Unless, some dimwit points us! :P )

Finally, I too share my friend Pam’s concerns on getting out celebrities to talk about their successes with their stutters and not by giving an illusion that they succeeded by overcoming stuttering. I promise, I will never do that. ;)

PS: I really didn’t know what title to be given for this blog post. I used this title because I think it summarizes the mental agony & hysteria that surrounds fluent speech among the stuttering clan; which in reality, pretty difficult to be established. I hope I have done justice in relating the blog post with the title.

Job Rejections

The following are my job-rejection collections. In the coming days, I will be updating my rejection lists. Do remember that, I am will to jotting down the rejections for which I receive email and occasionally when I delete some junk emails from my Inbox. Also, I had applied for various jobs which I didn’t keep track  of.

So, Shall we start the Job Rejection Collection? *claps*

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Date

Job Title

Company

1

14/10/2008

Control Engineer‏ Bateman Skilled & Technical Limited

2

4/11/2008

Commissioning Engineers – Electrical/ I&C/Mechanical Siemens Ltd

3

5/11/2008

Instrumentation Engineer‏ Fugro

4

24/11/2008

Graduate Controls Engineer Matchtech Group Plc

5

6/1/2009

Graduate Engineering Program Marathon Oil

6

19/1/2009

Graduate Trainee‏ Aquidata Excel JV Ltd

7

13/2/2009

Graduate Engineering Program PSN

8

25/2/2009

Graduate Engineering Program Schlumberger

9

2/3/2009

Graduate Project Engineer Witton Recruitment

10

18/3/2009

Graduate Engineer Clyde Pumps

11

18/5/2009

Graduate – C&I Electrical Engineer AMEC

12

14/6/2009

Engineering Graduate (Mechanical / Electrical / Electronic) Tesco

13

15/6/2009

Graduate Test Engineer‏ ATA Selection

14

26/6/2009

Automation Engineer Team 2000 International

15

27/6/2009

C&I Engineer Sky Blue Solutions

16

7/7/2009

Project Engineer- Graduate Raeburn Group Limited

17

7/7/2009

Electrical Engineer Groveley Detection Limited

18

8/7/2009

Graduate Engineer (Electrical) McAdam King Ltd

19

10/7/2009

Graduate Engineer Delta Controls Ltd

20

27/7/2009

Graduate Engineer Production Controller/Scheduler Simplefit Ltd

21

28/7/2009

I & C Engineer (Severn O & M contract) Siemens Ltd

22

29/7/2009

Trainee Electrical Engineering Manager A&T Services

23

29/7/2009

Graduate Sales Executive / Trainee Field Sales Mandeville Group

24

29/7/2009

Enquiry for Work placement or Internship opportunity‏‏ Easymatics Ltd

25

30/7/2009

Graduate Electrical/Real Time Software Engineer Otj Recruitment Ltd

26

30/7/2009

Engineering Leadership Programme Internship National Instruments

27

31/7/2009

Enquiry for Work placement or Internship opportunity‏‏ Batch Control Systems Ltd

28

3/8/2009

Projects Sales Representative Honeywell

29

4/8/2009

Graduate Engineer Placement Scheme Pall Europe

30

4/8/2009

Graduate Systems Safety Engineer GE

31

5/8/2009

Energy Sales Specialist Honeywell

32

6/8/2009

PLC Engineer Managed Recruitment Solutions

33

11/8/2009

Manufacturing Technician Dales Pharmaceuticals

34

11/8/2009

Graduate Manufacturing Engineer Advanced Selection Ltd.

35

17/8/2009

Graduate Engineer Halliburton

36

20/8/2009

Graduate Research Assistant Aquamarine Power

37

21/8/2009

Project Sales Representative Honeywell

38

21/8/2009

Technical Assistant Plant Integrity (Pi) Ltd

39

28/8/2009

Technical Assistant Milsom

40

31/8/2009

Regional Graduate Engineer Weatherford

41

1/9/2009

Graduate Field Service Engineer Prime Appointments

42

1/9/2009

Graduate Design Engineer Electrical/Electro-mechanical Escape Recruitment Services Ltd

43

1/9/2009

Internal Sales Engineer PI (Physik Instrumente) Ltd

44

1/9/2009

Data Assistant Calibre Recruitment

45

1/9/2009

International Engineering Gradutes (MENA) HR GO Exectec

46

1/9/2009

Graduate Training Scheme Faststream

47

2/9/2009

Global Trainee Program Tenaris

48

3/9/2009

Automation Engineer Ovec Systems Ltd

49

7/9/2009

Graduate Mechanical Design Engineer AMS People

50

7/9/2009

Engineering Graduate to train as BD Engineer Otj Recruitment Ltd

51

7/9/2009

Trainee Engineer – Medical Instruments ATA Selection

52

9/9/2009

Graduate Sales Engineer Citizen Manufacturing Recruitment

53

9/9/2009

Graduate Analyst Gemploy.com

54

9/9/2009

Graduate Engineer Adecco

55

10/9/2009

Graduate Trainee CMC Consulting Limited

56

10/9/2009

Wind Farm Operational Controller Natural Power Consultants Ltd‏

57

11/9/2009

Graduate Engineer in Hertfordshire CV Register.com Ltd

58

14/9/2009

Graduate – Applied Controls‏ Cummins HR Services

59

15/9/2009

Implementation Consultant Iken Business Ltd

60

16/9/2009

Leicester Hinckley (Midlands), Academy, Electrical Engineering Mouchel

61

17/9/2009

Sales Application Engineer Hima-Sella Limited

62

17/9/2009

Engineer Peek Traffic Ltd

63

17/9/2009

Trainee Engineer Better Prospects